My "conversion" experience is a little more succinct. One day I realized I could either:
- Become an "Open Theist" or
- Honestly examine "What Saith the Scriptures" and believe what the Bible says!
I was in communication with a gentleman who wanted to start a Church in the Santa Clarita Valley (Southern California) and during this time, was also getting into fights on the old FFF with the likes of Corpsenomore, Smellin Coffee, Justified, Coyote, Dr Bob, and of course our beloved Ransom about silly questions as "For whom did Christ die?" and "What does all mean?" so forth, and so on...
I was getting quite a bit of coaching from my would-be "mentor" until I looked into this Bob Enyart dude who was pretty much his "guru" and discovered the heresy of "Open Theism." I was absolutely repulsed and decided I better to believe my Bible and become a Calvinist than to swallow this other nonsense!
This wasn't my point of conversion but it did cause me to start looking objectively (rather than adversarily) towards the pertinent matters of the debate. I also started attending a Church that was somewhat but not obnoxiously Calvinistic (Amyralidian or Calvinist without the "L") and used the NASB (I was staunch KJV Only). This is where I became the "Strat wailin, bass thumpin, sacred cow tippin, 'Baptist Renegade' that you all know and love today! And now you know.....the rest of the story!
I never really became the ardent, admant, antagonistic Calvinist that likes to run around instigating fights and I really don't care to be "That Guy!" For the most part, I keep my mouth shut about it although those in the know would have a clue regarding my soteriological bent if they sat through one of my Sunday School lessons.
In many respects, I have come around full circle and consider myself more Independant, more Fundamental, and more Baptist than ever before. I am adamant especially about the "T" and the "P" goes without saying. As you understand the issues related to the "T", the "U" and the "I" become more evident and the "L" is simply the logical conclusion of the other four points. There are some points where I will intentionally "Play dumb" and say something like "I don't know about man's inability to seek after God, all I know is that without God's divine intervention man WILL NOT seek after God!