Tom Brennan said:
Bravo said:
Here's my question to you Raider (from your years) and Tom Brennan (from our years there),...
I get that Raider did not know what was going on in his time. Brennan and I were in the group that was there when the wagons were circling and did not believe all of the accusations. This may be a "baby and bath water" question,... All those teachings from our respective time there was from a time when it was happening or the fallout of what happened. If leaders knew all those years what was going on can we trust that their teachings on subjects there were supposedly about right and wrong when so much wrong was being covered up? Or to some lesser degree by other individuals still going on. Did those teachings just foster an environment when those wrongs could continue (like don't question leadership etc)
The short answer to your question is - we can't. We can't trust anything we were told. And we aren't supposed to. I just preached last night about misplaced faith. You can have all the faith in the world but if you put it in the wrong object you are in trouble. And no man is a worthy object of your faith.
Practically speaking, what does that mean? That I had to re-examine everything. And I think I've done that. Most of it I've kept b/c I do find the roots of it to be biblical, especially when applied scripturally. Some of it I've chucked, and I think I've been pretty open about that on here through the years. To sum up my current perspective, I've thrown away most of the environment and kept most of its underlying beliefs. (Yes, I realize a whole bunch of people rather violently disagree with the wisdom of that last sentence.) For instance, I emphasize personal soul winning but I don't push numbers. I emphasize holiness rather than standards, though I still have practically the same standards I had back then. I lead with authority but I teach my people to question me and that I am not always right. etc. etc.
^^^This.
Difference is - I grew up there - nursery through college. I knew nothing else. Don't get me wrong. We knew things weren't right, rebelled against the system and looked longingly at the outside world.
But, breaking through those walls put up by the system is life altering. If you haven't lived it, you just don't understand. Try watching The Truman Show. When Truman realized his whole world as he knew it was a sham and broke through the door I whispered to my wife: "That's me."
Yep, at such a moment, you question everything - even the existence of God.
My story? I found my Bible and started reading. What I read there is what I am - not anything that JH, JS, EL or even my parents taught me.
JH built his ministry with some foundational precepts that were true. From there, his revenge against the SBC and ego took over and corrupted even his foundations. Hence, it became all about the numbers. To this day, some people believe it was great simply because it was big. How sad.