Pray for me

[Lucian Hodoboc]

All my life I have struggled with illnesses (I was born with a lot of congenital problems), but over the past few years they have aggravated. I have both physical and mental illnesses, the latter (obsessive-compulsive disorder) seeming like a punishment because of my many years of engaging in habitual sin. According to the Eastern-Orthodox tradition, we are in a constant process of salvation and regeneration, but I often doubt that I am saved. Due to my health problems and because of my dysfunctional family, I don't go to church, but I pray and read The Bible at home. Even though I am undeserving of your mercy, I humbly ask you to take a few moments to pray for me. I don't want to end up in hell in I die. May God bless you! :'(